[Kate*]

As much as I don't want to be one of these people who never moves on, this was so legitimately Earth-shattering and traumatic that I don't think I'll ever be okay again.

I'm patient, but I'm starting to think someone accidentally forgot to actually publish it.

What the fuck is wrong now?! And why can't you handle it?! This is why we need a break!

This is exactly why I stopped looking for jobs until I hear back from these people. Less than 5 minutes and i have self-harmed and become immediately suicidal. And that's for shit they think I can actually do. Just give me the fucking benefits and I'll never have to go through this shit again. I'm obviously a worthless waste of space/danger to society and it would be better for everyone if I just killed myself.