[Everglow.]

I'm not going to tell you this to your face purely because it's a waste of energy and breath trying to talk to you, but, I'm done now. I'm just going to stop caring I think. I'm going to start doing things without you there. I'm going to stop inviting you along. It's just got to the point where you don't really care as much as you say you do. All you care about is your boyfriend and suddenly, now there's a man in your life, nobody else matters quite as much, but if I say that to you, it's a personal attack and you think all I want to do is have a go. That's not it at all. All I want is a best friend who doesn't put blinkers up every time a man is involved. It's depressing, watching you stop caring, to the point that you couldn't even come home first before you rushed off to see him at 4 in the morning after we'd come back from a week away with you. Honestly, I'm done with women (and men) who get a partner and lose sight of all other thins in their life. I know I'm not THE most important thing to you, but I'd like to feel like I'm one of them, and I really don't. So expect to be deliberately forgotten about now, because to be hnest, I don't have the time or energy to consider your feelings all the time when you can't even do the same in return. If you need me, you know I'll be there. I always am. I'll drop whatever it is and help if you need me to but apart from that, there's not really anything left to salvage.