Hello. Welcome to Teenhelp. I'm so glad you've joined and are looking for advice on this problem. I went through similar issues 3 years ago, and decided to start. Bad idea. Not cutting right now is already a step in the right direction. I started 3 years ago, and I haven't stopped to the month. You must find an outlet, an activity or someone to talk to (PM me whenever you need to). Stay strong, and do not give into the urges. I wish you the best.