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I'm almost certain I have depression. I'm constantly sad and hopeless. I self harm. And I have physical symptoms. The thing is I can't tell my parents.i have tried about three times and I can't say it. They won't believe me they just say that it's a part of being a teenager. I've tried telling friends and they helped me the first 3 times or so then they would let me deal with it myself. I've tried therapy apps but they all cost a lot of money. And the free ones don't help me at all. I've tried what feels like every app and every website nothing works. I'm getting worse. I can't even tell my school counsellor because people follow me and will ask why I'm going there. I don't know what to do it would be so much easier to just give up. Someone help me. Please.