My friend being abused ? -
April 30th 2009, 10:55 PM
[ i dont know if this could be triggering ..]
Well... a good mate told me two days ago that he nearly committed suicide with a cable when he was ten.I was really shocked because I didn't think that a ten years old boy can almost kill himself. And he wrote a letter to say goodbye when he was ten.. then he told me that his parents hate him and 'use' him for everything.. kinda.. he doesn't have time to go out.. he has to look after the four dogs (they belong his mum).. and sometimes his dad hit him with books for example. he said that his ears bled after his dad hit him with his english book. i really couldn't believe that because he isn't sad all the time or.. well.. i dunno.. but he doesn't act weird so you can't suspect something..
the next day i started to cry in school and i shake very badly when i thought about it. its hard for me because 2 years ago i nearly committed suicide too and i tried my best to forget this time but now.. everything is coming back again.
i don't know how to help him.. i don't want him to be in pain :/
And the worst part is
before it gets any better we're headed for a cliff.
And in the free fall
I will realise I'm better off
when I hit the bottom.
this is how we dance when they try to take us down.
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