[Kate*]

I hate that feeling between too awake to sleep and too tired to get up.

I really wish I could rebuild a life worth living, but I think I'm just torturing myself for no fucking reason. Apparently I'm less alone than I thought. Other schools and programs have been doing and getting away with this shit to people with this disorder for over 20 years.

If I could get paid for that, my problem would be solved.

That usually means they're editing it. Hopefully, they only cut out what I probably should have and don't mess with it too much

Well, those few minutes of feeling good were nice. Too bad it'll never last.