A few people here know... One of them seems to see it as a contest by "I bet I'm worse than you" and trying to get us to compare them. The idea made me sick and I havn't mentioned it since.
Another is a friend that I know I can trust. It's just hard because I'm so awful at trusting people, and not then getting to close... He's my friends boyfriend and it's hard to talk to him alone because she's always around and he doesn't have a phone and stuff. I'm slowley trying to get the courage to talk to him about it again but it's like I said hard.
My boyfriend is very supportive and doesn't make me feel bad when I slip up. So thank god for that. He understands that even if I get rid of the razor I use, I'll just go to an unpredictable knife and stuff. So we're trying to stop, then get rid of the razor... (Yes, I said we. We've come to think of it as a battle with both of us against it since we're so close.
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