[ElToroLoco]

I believed you when you said you loved me, it made me feel happy. I was stupid. From the start i knew it was too good to be true and i was right. No way that you could have been attracted to me, no way taht you could have loved me.
I was afraid that i was gonna hurt you.
Im going to be honest now, when u said u liked me, i asked you out because i was desperate to be in a relationship. I didnt think lydia ever give me a chance and so i said okay. But with time i started to like you more and more.
You were my first girlfriend, yet i still though bout other girls that were more attractive than you. and i felt bad. I would have never cheated on you, yet i still felt like a bad person.
You were the first person that i let in. I never did b4, because i was afraid something like this would happen. I was right.
I'm glad you told me b4 i actually fell in love with you, that might have hurt more. Just wish things would have ended in better terms. who knows, maybe we would have still been friends.