[Kate*]

It's not my fault you have a seriously fucked up idea of what RESPONSIBILITY for YOUR actions really means. Attacking me won't change anything either. If you want to make yourself look like an asshole it's on you.

Even if I gave up, they'd claim they weren't responsible. This shit doesn't happen in a vacuum people! You are capable of causing harm or pain to other human beings. Life would be so much easier if people understood that. God I hate humanity.

Tomorrow I have to get up early, go 45 minutes to a random place to talk to people for 1.5 hours so that, (if I'm lucky), I'll eventually get a crappy job I probably won't want. Should've just given up and applied for benefits. This is so fucking stupid and it's going to be a complete waste of my time.

I don't think I got a full hour straight of sleep. And what happened to never settling in life?! Anything I end up with now will be settled for. I can never have anything I really want.

I'm torn between hoping I qualify and hoping I don't. If they decide I won't benefit, then benefits it is.