[fallingstargirl]

I'm trying so hard to be nice to you and not hate you but you make it REALLY difficult. Everything you do is so patronizing and you can't go five minutes without making someone uncomfortable or pointing out something wrong with someone or forcing your way into a conversation that has nothing to do with you. And I'm really, really, really trying not to be mad about you and him, because you're allowed to do whatever you want and he's allowed to do whatever he wants, but it's super weird that a week ago you were practically forcing us together and now you're going on dates and it pisses me off. It's dumb to be mad at you about it but the fact that you just came in out of nowhere and made everything complicated is so frustrating and I don't know what to do, and I want to just stop talking to you but I see you every single day and I'm forced to pretend like nothing's wrong and you're not hurting me and that just makes everything worse.