[razors_and_rosary]

that's right. put me down. see if i care.
i don't care. you're not that important to me. i don't care.
i don't care i don't care i don't care i don't care i don't care i don't care...
if i say it enough times, will it be true?
i care.
you don't think anything of putting me down. you don't think anything of making me angry. you don't care.
but i care.
you'll carry on like nothing happened. you'll continue without a second thought for me. you'll continue without a care.
but i will care.
and because you don't think anything of it, you'll never stop. you'll keep putting me down and making me feel stupid and slow and ugly, and you'll never stop. and i just want you to stop, i tell you to stop, but you never care.
but i will care anyway.
you'll argue with me and make me feel upset and make me cry and say you hate me and say you wish i wasn't around and you'll say that you don't care.
but i will always care anyway.
you're my brother. i love you.