[Everglow.]

Last time I was at a hospital, nana was less than a week away from dying. Still sort of blame myself for even thinking that what she had might be cancer or might kill her. If I hadn't thought it maybe she'd still be here. Maybe it's my fault. Which is why I'm so scared about fearing the worst all the time for these things but my brain skips to the worst possible outcome and terrifies me.
But I'll go with you if you need me there cos you're my best friend, I'm just genuinely terrified of how a minor thing might turn out.