[Kate*]

I don't know why I see you, or why I thought it would help. I would've eventually gotten myself to the same place and gone through with it either way. And no, I'm not the only one judging myself over this. You just haven't met the other people because I have to avoid them or cut them out of my life to maintain my own sanity.

Go ahead, give up on me, I already have (completely). There is no point to anything. And before you say I chose to fail, I know I'll fail because it's all I'm capable of. Nothing ever has or will work out for me and there's no point putting myself through all of this if the outcome is the same no matter what. Even if I went on medication, it'll just make me feel better about the fact that I have no options, if it works at all. I'm done.

You obviously have no clue what ADDICTION means.

And you, no we don't choose to "label" our stress anxiety because it "sounds more interesting" They are COMPLETELY different, and I assume you've never dealt with the real thing. Judgemental people piss me off SO much