[Kate*]

I'm so glad "victim mentality annoys the crap out of" you so your solution is to tell "offended" mentally ill individuals to kill themselves. Good for you! You're officially an ass hole. Have a nice responsibility-filled and victim-free day.

You are never going to be able to justify that, especially considering what you know and how you tried to justify doing it in the first place. There is absolutely NO excuse for what you put me through, none.


This would've been easier to deal with if:
I had had actual options
I had been treated like a HUMAN BEING during any of my time there
It hadn't been the culmination and confirmation of EVERYTHING I've been put through my entire life
I were rich and had the means to do something else. Even if there were options, I can't afford to pursue them.

I can't decide if social media makes people heartless idiots without filters or if it just provides a platform for such people.

I really wish I could have my life back. I don't know if I want to go back to who I was before or if I want to rebuild a new one. I guess my only option is forward. I wish that had worked out, been less painful, or at the very least, been professionally handled either way. I will always feel like I'm the only one who can't do it. There's no excuse for any of it not to have been. I want a life I'll be proud of, even if others aren't. And I have high expectations, what can I tell you? It's the way I was raised.