[hocus pocus]

You're not an inconvenience, though I know it is hard to feel differently. If you're comfortable, I think you should consider asking your counselor for a note that you can take to the school's guidance office. You have to do what is right for you and if you feel this is the right step to take, go for it.

You experienced all the bullying at school, I assume, so the least the school can do is give you an extension since you're struggling with things that occurred within their four walls. If you do ask for an extension, maybe you can make up some affirmations to tell yourself when you feel like an inconvenience.

You asked what could you be more open to; can you clarify on what you meant by that? I'm not sure what you meant.

Regardless of what you decide, take care of yourself.