[Kate*]

Our family's business is none of yours and you had NO RIGHT to tell your entire neighborhood. All of you need to learn what it means to keep your fucking mouth shut and mind your own business.

Now I have to call them because the thing won't fucking work. I don't want to do this in the first place and now it doesn't even work!

Guess what, I fucking spiraled again! Maybe that's what I need you for instead of telling me to do what I've already tried and failed at. I QUIT, even therapy failed me. Oh, wait, I'm CHOOSING TO FAIL so I guess I failed it. There is literally NO POINT, so I'm done now. I held on for hope of something I now know I'll never have so fuck it.

If my only options are what I'm already doing with enough money to barely survive or working a shitty job I hate, there is no point in fighting this hard to live a life like that. I wanted, deserved, and should've had SO MUCH MORE than that.