[Celyn]

I sent you a message. I keep checking and waiting. I hope you're not ignoring me, because I honestly don't know what I could've done or said that would cause you to ignore me. I know it's a crap message, but I didn't know what to else to say and I was so anxious. I hope you get in touch me. I really miss you and I feel guilty for not talking to you sooner. Maybe that's my mistake? I also hope you are okay, and I want to be there for you. And yet, I want you to be there for me too, and I'm scared I'll lose you again or get replaced. So many confusing feelings. Wish I could talk to you.