[Lizzie]

Paranoia can be a symptom of Borderline Personality Disorder (the more common name for your diagnosis). My best advice is to be honest and upfront with your doctor as much as possible. It may help to write down your feelings when they happen. That way, when you talk to your doctor you can show them exactly how you were feeling in the moment. Often making notes "in the moment" can be very helpful to you both. The doctor will get a clear picture of your thoughts and feelings and you will be able to reflect on the moment later, when you feel more settled and calm.