[Kate*]

Sometimes I still want what I wished it had been. There were times I did it perfectly. That should be proof that it's possible, or at least it would've been if I'd gone to an accepting, and ethical, place to learn.

Anxiety kicking in, my reminders usually come at least 2 days ahead of time. I hope I got a card this time. It's definitely tomorrow, that's weird, maybe it didn't save. Might call to make sure anyway. Doing laundry on the wrong day for no reason sucks though. New company handling notifications. See, sometimes it's NOT you.

Victim blaming is bad enough, but doing it sarcastically is worse. Refusing to take responsibility for the shit that other people do to you isn't playing the victim, it's maintaining your sanity.

Good news: I may have found a way to discharge at least some of my student loans
Bad news: SSI may still be my only option for a life, even if I can discharge the loans another way.