[Kate*]

You messed up and it added to the damage and pain I was already dealing with. The solution isn't to blame me for causing it by not listening to you (and quitting). The solution is doing your job correctly. There's an official procedure in place for a reason, FOLLOW IT! It's not my fault you didn't.

Your deliberate, unethical, and unprofessional actions against me were not excuses, my fault, or deserved. Your damage to my psyche and reputation weren't EXCUSES, they were ABUSES and practically criminal.

Yes, I know I failed to do another assignment, but I think we might be coming from different places. I need to work through and fully accept this before I can bring myself to do it.

Never tell me I'm "choosing to fail" again. I know how that would go because I'm right about everything when it comes to failure. I'm avoiding the unnecessary pain of proving myself right yet again. I fail either way, one is a lot less work. And for the record, I don't consider relying on other people's money "supporting myself", even if I am entitled to it.

Maybe I'm going backwards, or maybe you just think that whenever you realize I'm not where you think I should be.