[Kate*]

It's tone has turned decidedly more negative recently. Negative comments and whatnot are par for the course, but the longer they take to come in, the more anxiety provoking it is because I know they're coming.

I REALLY wish I didn't have to do this, and I want my old life back, and I want off of Medicaid because it sucks. Just don't yell at me. I HATE being non-compliant, but it's not like I didn't.

There's no guarantee that I'll get anything. There was ZERO point to surviving this long.

My curiosity got the best of me and I looked up the person she said screwed her and I'd never in a million years believe that that person would do such a thing. Then I remembered how many times my friends said the same thing to me about the people who screwed me. Either they changed it, or they changed her. and if they're capable of corrupting such a sweet woman, then they are just evil people.