[CurledUpInABall]

i tend to scratch myself, burn myself, and cut myself...i think of suicide sometimes...I've also ran away from home...i hate when people touch me when I'm depressed and it makes it worst...i find sitting in the dark alone to help me but everyone says not to and i don't know why. i like to draw my emotions then rip the paper up but sometimes the drawing goes too deep and i feel worst as well. My family tries to help but they don't completely understand. i don't have that many friends because i keep pushing them away and I'm struggling on the edge. I don't know what to do anymore.