[Kate*]

I have a similar disorder (some argue it's also part of the spectrum, some don't), my bullies were teachers and it eventually kept me out of the career I wanted before I was even diagnosed. I've been suicidal over it too, I kind of get where you're coming from. I'm sorry that everyone knows and won't leave you alone. Suicide isn't the answer here. I'd suggest the guidance counselor (who would legally have to tell your parents) Your feelings are no one else's business, regardless and yes, a lot of what they're saying doesn't even make sense. That should just be another reason to ignore it, but I know how hard that can be.