[Kate*]

I thought I was ready, but I crashed again and I'm not expecting you to deal with it because I know you won't. This isn't what you're for and I know that.

I would feel bad about accusing you if you hadn't actually done it, but you did. Denying it doesn't mean it didn't happen and the damage I'm left with is proof that I'm not making it up. Even the stuff you had the right to do went too far and you just claimed that it fell under "acceptable" and I was "refusing to accept it." There are people I can accept it from, which means I know what "reasonable" actually means.

When you brag about how much you know better and expect to be held to a higher standard because of it, then behavior that inflicted that much damage is no longer excusable.

I legitimately don't think you intended for it to destroy me like this, but it did. I'm sure at least a few of you feel bad, and I'm sure most of you don't care. Not that you have to, you owe me nothing.