First of all, I hope everything is okay and if you need to talk to me, feel free to message me.
But also this poem has a lot of meaning and each time I read more and more poems of yours, I look at things from a different perspective. In this piece I see more hurt being added on to a problem that already has enough weight itself. So now there's an overload of emotion. As much as we need pain to know there is something wrong, there is always that fine line of too much. But not only that, but we just assign blame and point fingers. We recognize pain and notice something or many things are wrong, but instead of taking caring of it properly, we take our true colors and paint them on our victims, so then we give them the unwanted attention, oh look at how this person is being presented, and its just so much easier to point fingers that way.
So this piece is definitely making me think of my thought process and how I handle being the victim, but how I also handle being the predator. So thank you very much for sharing.