[nothereanymore]

Okay, so it was a strain of strep. Look how smart you are for insisting it was a cold even though the symptoms were never there. Fucking stupid. Also thanks for not having a shred of sympathy for me when I cried to you about her dying. Those cupcakes you were making for your friends are more important, I know. Having a firecracker thrown at me wasn't important to you either. But yeah, you're here for me, aren't you?
Not important to anyone. Recovery is a waste of effort. I was so determined but this life I'm living is the best I can do. Useless. So many methods at my disposal.