UPDATE
today started off okay, and quickly went terrible. Apparently I went into hospital and an alcohol induced coma, the only place i went was back home
and people are treating as a joke, I could've been seriously harmed and people were just laughing in my face. And to make things worse it only confirms my suspicions that my 'friends' told everyone what happened. And my mum said that it will interfere with my schoolwork and said that I need to get a grip. It's like she doesn't care about me, just my grades. And my 'friends' that I thought I can trust have told the whole year what happened, who have played chinese whispers and now things are being said about me that aren't true. Hell, even some teachers know!!!
All I want to do is eat takeaway and cry myself to my death right now, I know thigns will get easier over time, but you haven't met my year group. They are the most b*tchy, snake-like group of people you will come across. Anyhow, that's what happened.