[Hiraeth]

Honestly what you're saying is very very common. Being a full time student is rough. Especially in a certain country where the cost of education is an arm and a leg. Almost everyone has a hard time with it sooner or later. Your mental, physical, social, financial resources are all put to the test year after year. But yeah, you're more than halfway through it. And I can confirm that it is gentler on the other side. Although I can't confirm about going to graduate school if that is what you end up doing. :P