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Re: What it's like to have an eating disorder - April 26th 2009, 11:54 PM
1. What some of the strongest emotions you felt when dealing with an eating disorder?
Hate. Hate for myself. Hate for my body. Hate for how I continue to eat and eat and eat. Constant hate and shame for myself all the time.

2. Did anyone ever confront you about it? And if so how did you respond?
My mum did today, actually. She asked me if I've been making myself throw up and if I've been watchong what I eat because I've apparently lost weight recently...My response was pretty much "Why would I do that? You don't think I'd be that stupid...?" I just shrug and laugh everything off.

3. Did you ever have a scary moments when your eating disorder lead to dramatic complications? If so what happened? (I.e. passing out, having to go to the hospital)
When I fast I feel really weak and dizzy, and I get this pain in my chest and my heart starts beating all funny. It's pretty scary,a nd really isn't fun.

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