Emotionally Abusive Father, bullies at school -
October 27th 2016, 02:10 PM
Hello there. I am a 15 year old male, which lives in Poland. For years, I've been isolated from my classmates, most of the times they were (and they are still) making fun out of me. After I've graduated from Elementary School to Secondary School (or Gymnasium) and unfortunately our whole class was moved there. At school, most of the times I get bullied by a girl and her friends + a fat boy. I don't have a clue what to do, teachers won't take me seriously (they never do) and I am afraid that I can get some heavy punishment for punching them. Everyday some bad words go into my head (most of them are BS, but it's really, really annoying for me) "You are weird", "You are training bones" (fat boy's reaction when they found out that I like to run when I have free time), "You are a pokemon", "Say wiiiiiiiiiii" (it's pretty annoying when someone tells you the same thing all the time, isn't it?), "Which one you like more? Sarah or Angela?" (those girls are those bullies, that do bully me, it seems like they are teaming up) and many more. At home, I have another bully, my father. He's trying to compete with me, with words like "When I was your age, I've been carrying heavy bags", etc. He also likes to say words like "You are eating garbage food", or "You are too weak to deal with the bullies yourself? I won't make a complain to teachers, I am tired of this!" etc. Sometimes, I would like to stay at school for longer, my dad is even worser than those 4 bullies at school. 2 years ago, he used to abuse alcohol, fortunately, he hasn't drank it in those 2 years. I get 0 support from my dad, the only person I can tell everything is my mother, which is fine. I also don't have any friends, I am afraid, that I will meet bad people. My dad is also verbally abusing my mother, which gets mad all the time (and he knows it, but he gets satisfaction when he "triggers" my mother). Do you have any advice for me? I am tired of this.
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