[Kate*]

I'm not sending you what I currently have, but that doesn't mean I'm sugar-coating my reality for your benefit either. I'm sincere when I say I don't want to only update you with depressing crap, but sometimes things and people are never okay again. She essentially called me a sociopath to my face. I'm not sure one can get over that, especially considering that it wasn't even almost true and who said it. I'm not a sociopath, and I do not have a personality disorder, but thanks for ruining (only) my life on both assumptions, while claiming not to assume either.

I will not use you for this. Even if you still care (which I doubt), there's nothing you can do and if I ended up actually needing something in 10 years you wouldn't be able to do that either.