[Kate*]

There always has to be one I suppose. Interesting that you'd only ask me though.

And, no dude, I can't and won't be doing it the way you did. I don't have a trainer, (nor do I ever want one) I DO have legitimate excuses, and pushing yourself that hard isn't inspirational, it's irresponsible.

I get told, or it's implied ONE MORE TIME that I'm "choosing" any thing or situation because of, or using my disability as an "excuse", I swear to God I'm going off! It's NOT true, no one would EVER "choose" this shit, and as far as I'm concerned, it's a fucking miracle that I haven't killed myself because of what it's put me through. I may not end up with a life worth living after fighting harder for one than you've ever had to fight for anything. But, you go ahead and judge me for shit I can't control, that you'll never understand.

I love how the people who shut you down by saying that "life's not fair" are always the ones whose lives are going amazingly well.

Not directed at anyone here: "Your comments reek of academic privilege." Thanks, I could've said "Yours reek of Autistic ignorance and you insist on speaking for your entire community." But I decided to be the more mature adult in the "conversation" that only consisted of you insulting my (supposed and non-existent) attempt to identify with and speak for your community. GROW UP. You speak for yourself only, not everyone with your condition; and your Autism doesn't give you the right to be a completely condescending ass and it does not mean you are entitled to anything. But again, I decided to be the mature adult I am and treat you with more respect than I received.

Never mind WAY too hard, especially with a quota and the rest of the responsibilities I can find nothing about. Back to square one I go. I'm running out of options. I told you this would happen and despite telling me you cared, you didn't give a shit.

She's been arrested and is still in high demand to work with children. I did nothing wrong and am in no demand for shitty jobs I can't keep or ever afford to retire from. This disability completely ruined my life.