Spoke to a crisis hotline last night. Tried to contsct them again and tried this other one i use but both her not available. So i layed in bed and tried to convince myself that this wasnt happrning as a punishment. That im not bad. That theres just something up with the chatlines not woroing properoy and the phone hotlines are just busy. Wrote a blog post last night. Wrote a poem this morning. Spending time on teen help.keeping in mind thatmy goal is one month
SH free and when I get to one month I make the goal three months and I really want to make it this time.