But I'm not, I have my family, and they all support me, with only one exception. And I have friends too, and they support me too, but I still feel lonely and depressed, and I don't know why...
For as long as I can remember I've felt this way, except for some times when I just get really angry and I feel like breaking anything I can get ahold of.
I want it to stop, I'll do anything to make it stop, but my doctor isn't really helping very much, I even tried drugs and I feel stupid for it, but it didn't help anyways.
I just want to forget everything that's happened, and just move on with life and be happy, but sometimes I think it'll never happen.
Sometimes I think that suicide is the best option, but I don't want to do it, but I think about it all the time. I tried it once, and it made everyone around me so sad that I just don't think I could do it again, I don't want to hurt people and make them feel how I feel, I just want to be happy for once and live like nothing is wrong.
I just want to be like everyone else.