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How many points do you accumulate per game you attend? Maybe you can attend a few games on your own, and get enough points so that you can sit with the friends you do have without downgrading their seats (or downgrading them a lot)? I'm not sure how long that would take, or how much you'd downgrade them though.

I'm not going to tell you to go to the game sober because whether you do or not is completely up to you, but is there anything else that has helped your social anxiety, or anything you think could help? Now would be the time to try them in addition to what you're already doing. I think going to the game in itself is good considering how difficult coping with social anxiety can be.

I know sometimes it's hard to believe, but what your brothers think about any of this doesn't matter. It doesn't have to do with them and they shouldn't have anything negative to say about it. It's not really their business. The only thing that matters is how you feel or what you think about this, and how you want to work on your social anxiety.