[Kate*]

It's a rough one for no reason and now the AC is out, plus the toilet is still broken.

You are retired with nothing to do today what the fuck do you need your alarm for? You just get up and sit there, it's not like you call people to come fix things. I'm doing what I can to stay alive. There's a difference.

GET A HEARING AID!! Insurance will cover a hearing aid, there's nothing it can do for me.

I don't know why I want to tell you everything, it's not like you actually care (anymore). I think I'm just that far out of other options. I won't use you for this, don't worry. I would do that before I would annoy anybody on purpose.

Drowning and it doesn't get better. Not everyone gets a happy ending. Some of us just suffer before finally learning when to quit.

This back and forth crap is ridiculous and when I do decide I'm ready to try to take action, it's the weekend, so I can't and by Monday I don't want to anymore, UGH I want to make enough money to survive in the world with a job I'm actually capable of, why is that so fucking hard to come by?!