Hi. Im Elliot, Ive been clean for about a month... I really want to cut. Really badly. I feel like nothing gives the same sensation/relief I get from cutting. My mom hides all the sharps cause of my cutting issues. I really want to cut. Its bad. If I do, Ill get my mom getting upset at me, all my friends will be disappointed too.. but I really can NOT find anything else that helps me. Please please PLEASE help me. What do I do. I want to cut so badly but I cant. How do I cope?