[Kate*]

Part of me needs to know the real breakdown of responsibility, but I probably never will and I guess it doesn't matter since it's over regardless. But, if it's not for the reasons you told me, what did you ruin my life for? And, no amount of feeling bad on your part makes any of this okay. My life is still destroyed.

Yes, I realize unhealthy attachment that I have to get rid of. It's for positive reasons, but I still don't like it. I know exactly why. I'm guessing you can tell, but hopefully not the full extent of it and, the lack of closure didn't help. At least I recognize it, know why, and I'm careful with the boundaries.

Not everyone can "deal with it", I am irreparably broken, and you are gone from me. You have no idea what I've been through and no right to find out.