[Kate*]

There's nothing to do and no way out. My happy ending will never come, but that ending is just a matter of time. I want to tell you, but for no reason because even if I assume correctly that you care, there's nothing you can do and I care enough about you not to do that to you even if you don't return the same.

I want the life I was supposed to have back, I more than earned it damn it! There's a part of me that hopes taking it away from someone who knows her shit hurts you because my life fell apart and it wasn't my fault. And claiming I cause psychological damage no less is just SICK especially considering the damage you left me with. The world makes no sense to me anymore. And when did we, as a society decide that having authority over someone didn't come with the responsibility to treat them with respect, but instead with the ability to mistreat them and avoid responsibility for it by blaming them for your behavior and then get away with it?!

It's amazing how shot my trust is. I don't even trust you anymore and I never questioned whether I could or not.