[Tigereyes]

I'm really scared for you. I don't want to watch you fall. I want to see you get better, more than anything, but I don't know how else to help you. I've been there for you and I will continue to be there for you through all of this as much as it is possible for me to do so, but this can't go on. I know part of you wants to get better too. You've told me that. You've told me that you're trying. And I see that. I see the part of you that's trying. I wish I had more advice to give you but I dont. I can't even take my own advice, but I'm trying to. I'm trying to be strong for you because one of us needs to be. But this is pushing me closer to the edge. And I'll be the one to fall if there's any chance of that saving you. Not because I have to. But because I want to. You're one of two reasons I'm even here. I need you. You need me. Can't we fight this together? Please...? I know it's hard. Really hard. But we have to get through this... however long it takes. Please don't do this to yourself. Please accept the help. Please fight to get better.