[Kate*]

I can't take any more pain.

Was it really supposed to happen this way, and what do I do with the left over consequences?

If either of us had a "choice", it was you. The fact that my involuntary neurologically-based shut down caused you to run out of the room for his help in a panic proves that.

She had more control over herself than I had over myself and I still treated her better than she treated me, yet I'm the one who doesn't belong. You can never explain that in a way that makes sense. And the fact that all the rules were different for me is just as bad, if not worse because you put blame on me that I didn't deserve for everything that happened to and was said by everyone else including you.

I'm done taking blame for what others have done to me.

I know no one can fix this, but I really wish you could.

We could both be doing things we're not to make our lives better. The difference is that I only vent to those willing to listen and I don't use my illness to manipulate people into giving me what I want. You're an adult; start acting like one.