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Is your skipping meals intentional and for a specific purpose of weight-loss? If not, I would also say you probably do not have an eating disorder. (Keep in mind, nobody on TeenHelp can diagnose you with one, we can simply make observations) I'd actually recommend you see a nutritionist or doctor, specifically about frequently not feeling hungry and the throwing up after meals when you're nervous. I'd also talk to your mom about keeping foods in the house that you like, even if the sugar content is higher than she'd like. Fruit is a great alternative to other sweets, but maybe also see if she'd get you some chocolate protein shakes or other sweet yet healthy foods. Good luck!