[Kate*]

I hope I didn't scare you off.

It's Monday, STOP SHOOTING off whatever that is, stop pounding, go to work, and let me sleep!

I don't know how today's going to go, so far it could be better.

There really is no point in working that hard for anything since it's always going to fall apart and no one will believe it's not my fault. At the same time, NO ONE has the right to decide how hard I'm working, how motivated I am, or how much of my struggle is my own fault. You have NO IDEA what I'm dealing with and judgement and doubt only make it worse. I wish I didn't have to constantly defend myself. No one else has to do that!

Haunted again. This is going to be a fun night. I'm really sick of dealing with it. I want to be normal with my old life back. Too bad it's impossible.