[DomoKay]

So my ex-boyfriend two years ago was a creep, but everyone told me how good he was and stuff, so I stayed with him for a long time, longer than I should have. I never remembered some huge fight to instigate this, but I was living with him at the time, and one day I just packed up and left. I never knew why and always felt so guilty for "destroying" him. Well the other night he drunk texted me, and had a heavy heart. I didn't know how to react because it was so random, but I was asking him about what happened. He said he wasn't honest with me... Upon questioning it, he said he would touch me sexually in my sleep.

I cannot believe it, I really can't. He knew I was raped, and at the time, we did not do anything sexually. I feel so betrayed and disgusting. I went into shock and almost lit a pillow of his on fire. Why would he text me this, drunk? There were not many typos, it was clear texting. But... I know something in my gut told me to get the fuck away from him, so that's what makes me believe him. What do I even do? I trusted him, stupidly. I have barely been able to sleep, and I don't know how I ever will.

He also texted me this, so I have evidence...Can I call the police? I called and talked to the rape crisis line, but they just kind of listened... I got frustrated and hung up.