[Kate*]

This is inevitable, get that through your head and GO ALREADY! Stop lying, stop whining, stop threatening to "shut down", HELP YOURSELF, and ACCEPT THIS. I know no one really wants it, but, it's bad enough that you shouldn't have a choice. I can't F***ING TAKE it anymore. I feel as bad if not worse than you do, but I don't go around whining about it and expecting to be taken care of. I vent non stop to a select few, sure, but they're willing and able to support me; and, I'm extremely APPRECIATIVE of what others do for me, rather than complaining that it's never enough and making excuses about why I can't do things for myself when I can. GROW UP, GET HELP, HELP YOURSELF, and GET ON WITH IT!!!!

Okay, lack of empathy; but not really though because there's a difference between not understanding, and not being frustrated. Empathy doesn't mean my emotions and reactions aren't valid, plus there's a reason you don't treat family and I'm guessing this is it.

You're supposed to have the bad jobs first so you have a way out of them; I have no way out. Plus I've felt completely off and one day/hour ahead all week for no reason.

At least you get to go on like it never happened and pretend I never existed. I get to completely rebuild my life from nothing, with less than nothing.

I've lost so much of my gum on this one tooth, I'm seriously afraid I'll eventually lose it.