[Celyn]

I'm really sorry to hear that you were gang raped. It's not your fault, and it should never have happened to you. It's understandable if you don't want to report it, that is entirely your decision. Aside from everything that has already been said, it might also be worth looking into counselling too. I've seen from your previous threads that you have been through a lot, on top of what you have just gone through. It might help being able to talk about this in a safe environment, as rape is definitely a traumatic experience and you deserve all the help you can get. Perhaps you can see if there are rape crisis hotlines or charities in your area that might offer free counselling.

Stay strong