[Chai.]

I can't do this anymore. I cannot deal with the stress. I just want to sit in a corner and feel safe or not feel anything at all. The panicky feeling won't go and it's hard to work around it. I am so done with adulting. I am so done with responsibilities. I am so fucking done with everything. If only someone would take the time out to understand what I am going through instead of just assuming I am fine and happy and expect things from me, it'd be nice for a change. I am so fucking fed up of pretending. I hate how just when things were settling down I am feeling all these fucked up emotions which I don't know to deal with. Urgh! Gah adulting!