[Philomath]

I have done this on occasion. It is weird to admit but it happens.
If you need help writing it, I'll be glad to help.
Just a thought...do you think that people that have been sexually abused do it as a means of re-experiencing the abuse because somewhere inside they believe they deserve to be treated that way but since there is not an abuser in their life they do it so that they can get what they deserve?
Like, I do it because I believe I deserve it in a bad way (not always, sometimes I do it just because I want to and like it). But the mindsent when doing it is key with this sort of thing.
I have no idea if any of that makes any sense so if you need clarification, let me know and I will be glad to clarify.