Self Harm, Why do I do it? -
April 13th 2016, 04:18 AM
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Some thoughts have just been crossing my mind and I just wanted to hear from others,
I sometimes think I may be cutting for attention? I know this is not usually the case, but sometimes I catch myself wondering if I am doing this because I want someone to care?
Now, I am definitely not flaunting my cuts, or scars (I always keep them hidden) and my blades are also hidden, so I leave little evidence of my cutting. But.. When I go to wash my hands, for instance, I might leave a little bit of my cuts exposed just in hopes that someone will see.. I'm ashamed about this. It doesn't feel right. But I still want someone to notice..
Thoughts?
Elm
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