Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. -
April 12th 2016, 07:29 AM
- I'm prettier than you are but who cares. None of that matters. Prettier or not you're still with him and I'm not. I wonder what he's told you about me. Did he rewrite history? Did he tell you I was a mistake, that four years with me meant nothing? Is he happier with you than he was with me? I swear I'm not bitter; I moved on. I'm with the girl of my dreams now and I'm happy. Yet I still wonder about him, about us. About what would have happened if I'd stayed, if I hadn't tried to change him. Would he have still met you, come to love you? Or would that never have happened? Better question: would I have met her? Because if I wouldn't have met her otherwise then all this pain was worth it. She treats me better than he ever did. So you can have him. I hope you two are very happy together. You look happy together.
- I saw a picture of you and her together today. You look happy. I'm glad. I wish you hadn't lied to me, though. You said we'd stay friends and we didn't. I'll get the occasional "like" on Facebook but other than that there's no communication between us. I don't understand. You wanted to marry me. You wanted to be with me the rest of your life. And now that means nothing? Now we're essentially strangers? I talk to people I went to college with for a few months more than I talk to you and we were together for four years. I just wish you hadn't gotten my hopes up, that's all. Sometimes I wonder if you still love me because I know deep down a part of me still loves you, too.
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